Sunday, March 08, 2009

Re: treasures

Today's sermon was on Matthew 6:21, 33 which reads: "for where your treasure is, your heart will be also"

I thought to myself, what's my treasure in this life? Is it love, or family or my career or the pursuit of $$? The answer should be so painfully clear, which may explain my current limbo..... I might have inadvertedly swopped the price tags for certain commodities in this life, some of which are not, and should not be held to be, of such value.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

欲しい

ものすごく久しぶりだな、オレがブログが書く事。

特に深夜で感覚がいっぱい俺は別に不満ではないけど、なんだが「今までやっている事は意味あるのか」とか「他の学びたいことがもちろんあるけど時間がない」とか「仕事が大嫌い」とか悲観的な思っていることがたくさんある。現在の経済状態もあんなによくなくなるような状況に出口も探されなくてめちゃ困る。

Just for fun I ran the above passage I wrote through an online translation software, and got a big laugh:

"The infrequent shelf, I writing [burogu] tremendously. Especially but feeling all the way at nighttime as for we however it is not dissatisfied separately, what, “as for doing until now being meaning?” that “however of course there are times when other things we would like to learn, there is no time”, that “work is abhorrence” the pessimistic thing which is thought a large quantity. Either the exit is not searched in the kind of circumstance where also present economy becomes so good and the [te] [me] [chi] [ya] is troubled."

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Getting Called

Today marks the day where my name has been officially entered into the rolls of Advocates and Solicitors in Singapore.

In a different life, I may be teaching English full time in Japan, a missionary in China, a freelance photographer, a property agent, a flight steward, or a million and one other jobs. However, I think the time has finally come for me to decide, and set my mind and heart to, my chosen profession. As i donned the court robe and took my oath before the judge, my left hand firmly on the bible and my right hand raised eye-level, I looked upon the state crest, the judge, the representatives from the law society and AGC as I recited the vows... "so help me God". Indeed, it was by God's grace that I made it thus far, it would definitely be God's guidance that I continue on this path.

This is it. Jared, so prone to fickle-mindness and flighty whimsical ambitions of fancy finally decides today, this day, that he would sticks to his guns, and give it his best shot.

Sunday, May 04, 2008

Global Update

10 May - 22 May :: Cairo, Egypt

2 June - 6 June :: Xiamen, China

11 July - 14 July :: Ho Chi Minh City, Vietnam

...in Singapore at all other dates

Thursday, January 17, 2008

Endorphins....

.. are good for you.


After a whole day where i felt sickish, listless and feverish, it all went away once i hit the court (tennis, not the supreme/subordinate one, the latter would probably tip me over the edge)

We all need to get out of the office

And thanks for all your help and support guys. it keeps me sane. The weekend is in sight! :D

Tuesday, December 25, 2007

温故知新: Best of 2007

I don't claim to be an arbiter of cool or intend this to be a statement of any sort, but as we look on towards 08, i reminiscence about these gems that defined, at least to me, 2007:


Music:

Timaland

[1] Timbaland's "Shock Value"

James finally gets hip-hop, years after it went mainstream. But pardon me, I'm Asian and I don't wear ghetto and/or bling. It was the collaborations that blow me away, with a whole motley list including artistes as diverse as Fall Out Boy & Elton John. These are my favorites:

"The Way I Are" (featuring Keri Hilson and D.O.E.)
"Apologize" (Remix) (featuring One Republic)
"Give It to Me" (featuring Nelly Furtado and Justin Timberlake)

Mr Children

[2] Mr Children's "Home"

Mr. Children: my all time favorite Japanese rock band. Some J-bands tend to go overboard with their makeup, their wailing, and their over-the-top antics. Mr Children has always kept it simple, just how i like it. If glay is harajuku, Mr. Chldren is Muji. And i prefer muji. Noteworthy tracks include:

"しるし" for the soul, "フェイク" to rant and "Wake me up!" to pick me up.

Corrinne may

[3] Corrinne May's "Beautiful Seed"

Singapore has hope beyond mandopop. I love the subtle biblical references in the lyrics. An asian Sarah Maclachlan, think: good vocals, a "home for Christmas" kind of feel. Notable tracks include "City of Angels", "Beautiful Seed", "Five Loaves and Two Fishes". I could leave this on repeat mode the whole day.


Watch

Lust Caution

[1] Lust, Caution

Most Asian WWII films I have seen portrayed mostly carnage and bloodshed and overt suffering, but not this one. The S&M sex and uninspiring ending aside, i loved how this was one war movie that did not feature even one Japanese character during the entire course of the movie even though it was the Japanese occupation. There are other things to worry about, like horny traitors. Then again, I won't expect anything less from Lee Ang. I found myself paying less attention to the plot than to the intricate backdrops in the movie. Shanghai in the 40s has an old world charm its brash y2k version of itself could never replicate. Classic.

Fracture

[2] "Fracture"

Watching this during PLC when I was coming to terms with studying Criminal Procedure helped. A brilliant cat and mouse hunt with defense attorney Ryan Gosling and murder suspect Anthony Hopkins would appeal not only to law students and others who know the meaning of double jeopardy, but to anyone who loves a good thriller. Brilliant.


Cashback

[3] "Cashback"

Released in Britain in 2006 but only released in Sunnypore in mid-2007, its merits warrant glossing over the technicality of it not being a 2007 movie. It's funny, it's offbeat, it's irreverent, and it does not take itself too seriously as it ponders via voice-overs the meaning of pain, hurt, love and their intricacies. Add in a dash of british slang, mixed with a huge dose of slow motion with the "Casta Diva" soundtrack borders on pure cheesiness but if you're looking for something feel-good, this is it.


Read


I have not been reading much non-law stuff for much of 2007, as there was already so much that I should be reading, but have not been. Nonetheless the end of law school and the bar exam gave reprieve to once again read for leisure, and here are my personal recommendations:

globalization

[1] Making Globalization Work

Not only highlighting what's going on in our world, but how to go about solving it. An erudite piece of work, that has propelled my ideologies forward. Quite admittedly, it was only after reading this did i realise that my concepts and thoughts were still stuck in the 90's: that globalization and free trade is beneficial per se. The print media in Singapore does love to make a brouhaha about the merits of free trade: note all the high profile agreements as of late that we have concluded with other states, I am not pointing fingers, but perhaps we are not exposed to more critical views on globalization and its ramifications. Read this, be prepared to challenge your old long held stereotypes, and to be reminded that there is still so much more we could do.


Reluctant Fundie

[2] The Reluctant Fundamentalist

With all that has been going on around the world, books like "The Kite Runner", "My Forbidden Face" and "Kandahar" has helped us to understand, but none of them compare to Mohsin Hamid's version of a Pakistani man's love affair with and eventual abandonment of America. For anyone who has lived abroad and adopted the ways of the west, who would understand this conflict and angst of the protagonist.

Murakami

[3] After Dark

Murakami easily ranks with Milan Kundera as being one of my favorite living writers. This one's set in real time, in Japan, with themes of isolation, strangers in the dark, and reclusiveness, everything that reminded me of a place that I have embraced full- out. I think to myself, will my love affair with Japan end up in abandonment?

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Blessings in Disguise

One of my favorite pastimes is walking around a foreign city in the mornings, having breakfast at a local cafe while I read the local paper and have a "hit-or-miss" in-house brewed coffee. Today, this city is Kota Kinabalu on the island of Borneo. These wouldnt have happened if Airasia did not reschedule my flight to a more sane noontime instead of a 10am flight, leaving me more time to scour the city for cheap bedtime Kinabalu tees and that touristy fridge magnet, which I have incidentally, not found yet. Perhaps the airport would yield better prospects.

Why blessings in disguise? Too many to speak of: Altitude Sickness + Food posioning at 11,000 ft, the decrepit Winner Hotel closing down for mandatory reparations ordered by the governent the day after we checked in, Airasia rescheduled flight, R&T starting one day earlier than D&N... all blessings in disguise, all leading to many memories, although not all pleasant.

This is a small town, i think I managed to walk around the city centre in 2 hours, and as I looked around, i can just imagine this was how Singapura was in my dad's youth, and reading the Borneo Post over breakfast reminded me once again how Malaysia and Singapore share so many common roots (including the Internal Security Act) its strange to see how the twine have diverged.